A scene this morning after working out in Fitness First Eastwood:
Me: Hi there! I'm
Mr. Pathetic. How are you?!
Mr. Pathetic: Well I'm fine but you know, I've been thinking a lot lately.
Me: What's it all about?!
Mr. Pathetic: Well you know I did try to quite smoking and drinking right?!
Yeah you kinda mentioned it to me. Why? what happened?!
Mr. Pathetic: Well when I got out after gym this morning I was actually tested. My friends invited me for a few bottles.
Me: Why? Did you get drunk again?!
Mr. Pathetic: Well not exactly...
Me: Then what's your problem?!
Mr. Pathetic: I sat and told stories about my day and sang a few songs on videoke. I did not smoke and I didn't drink any alcoholic beverage. I just sat there and drank Iced tea.
Well it looks like you succeeded, why the sad face?! =(
Mr. Pathetic: I'm sad coz I can't drink, I'm supposed to be happy when I achieved something right?! And I'm apparently not.
Would you have been happier if you drank a few bottles?!
Mr. Pathetic: Not either. I'd be also depressed if I did that.
Me: Well what do you want to do then, you are not happy when you drink and you are not happy when you do... are you pathetic?!
Mr. Pathetic: I guess so. Maybe that's why I'm typing this sh**!
Me: *tumbling*
Mr. Pathetic: I'm talking to myself again......
After further analysis I'll try not to go to those places anymore. It's so depressing to think about it now. Maybe if I get to have options other than alcohol and binging on food in that place I'll try but if ever I get invited again, I'll probably beg off. What do you do when you can't get away from a habit?! What do you do when you want to join the merry making but not the hangovers and eating for more pounds?!
I'm glad its a weekend again, so I don't have to think about this sh**!....
The weekend puts a smile on my face =)
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