Yesterday I had a horrible gut wrenching day. Work was gettting to me and a lot of complicated matters also was happening. I just could not bear it anymore. I admit I am not much of a church goer, but I don't think I should be burned in hell for that. Since I was in the midst of total breakdown. I decided to go to Saint Claire Church with friends. I guess in days where I could not handle it anymore God was there.
I guess professionally it was really draining and frustrating. I do pray a lot. I guess I needed one at this time. My intentions are real, I wanted to have a great family life, a fabulous career, and a simple love life. I think I have a lot to thank for but sometimes when you hit rock bottom, you think you are in the worst situation in the world. You think nothing is going to be better. The trip to the church was a silver lining, the right thing to see when I needed it most. I bought eggs as the usual offering and hoped it does help a lot of hungry kids in the convents. I think that was the right thing to do, it felt good. It has been a long time since I said thanks to God, I hope that trip eventually would get me and my problems easier to bear. I guess it did, I hope it does help in times when I need it most. Sorry for being mushy all of a sudden, I need a lot of help now. Thank God he's always there for me. You should go to the same church too and make it a habit to help. It will do wonders!
I guess professionally it was really draining and frustrating. I do pray a lot. I guess I needed one at this time. My intentions are real, I wanted to have a great family life, a fabulous career, and a simple love life. I think I have a lot to thank for but sometimes when you hit rock bottom, you think you are in the worst situation in the world. You think nothing is going to be better. The trip to the church was a silver lining, the right thing to see when I needed it most. I bought eggs as the usual offering and hoped it does help a lot of hungry kids in the convents. I think that was the right thing to do, it felt good. It has been a long time since I said thanks to God, I hope that trip eventually would get me and my problems easier to bear. I guess it did, I hope it does help in times when I need it most. Sorry for being mushy all of a sudden, I need a lot of help now. Thank God he's always there for me. You should go to the same church too and make it a habit to help. It will do wonders!
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