Success or not? Maybe...or maybe not!

Its really hard...really hard to keep up with my blog... I've been out of this pile for about 2 months already so I'm kinda rusted... "Wala nang kwenta"....Hahah....
The position I applied for is already mine! So that's that..I should be happy right??? But why am I still unsatisfied? Do I see no future over this ordeal?....What's really weird to understand is that my position seems high already...though if you think about it....Im still not satisfied...Maybe it's the salary?....Maybe it's the people I work with.... Maybe it's the company that I work for....Rubbish to say though some parts of it seem true... I am now waiting if the fruits of my labor would materialize...
I hope they give me a raise... I hope they give me perks...I hope I work less and get paid more...I hope I get somewhere better... I hope I get to move on this feeling of unsatisfactionness... that's if there is such a word....

Weird world....
I hate my hair by the way... Id probably get that straightened out... So I can look good sometimes.... Geeze...when will I be staisfied.... :'( I'll try to tell you somethin about my trip on my next blog post...coz Im not satisfied also about what Im gonna tell you also... Ironic...wuwuwu!

JOY !!!

Geeze... I've been looking for this song for a very long time... I saw this first on Animax but I did not know Yuki also sang it... I did not know her then...but it's a good thing I saw it on youtube...


JOY by YUKI

Itsumo kuchi karade makase bakkari shabetteru
IESU, NOO
Dochira demo nai koto mo aru deshou
Itsudatte sekai wa watashi wo tanoshiku sasete
Itsuka ugoka nakunaru toki made asonde ne
Shakushaku yoyuu de kurashitai
Yakusoku datte mamori tai
Dareka wo aisu koto nante
Hontou wa totemo kantan da

Zuibun tooku made nagare nagarete setsunain desu
Taisetsu na omoida sae wasurete yuki sou desu

*Tashikana kimi ni ai tai
Hyakunen saki mo soba ni itai
Donna ni hanare hanare demo
Futari wo tsunagu jumon wa J.O.Y

Kashi no ki ga yureru hi wa,
Sugu ni omoidashite ne. Watashi wo.

Itsumo kuchi karade makase bakkari shabetteru
Unmei wa hitsuzen janaku guuzen de dekiteru
Itsumade tatte mo wakan nai
Yakusoku datte yaburi tai
Dareka wo aisu koto nante
Tokidoki totemo konnan da

*Repeat

**Shinu made dokidoki shitai wa
Shinu made wakuwaku shitai wa

**Repeat

SOBAKASU Try to sing along with the video!

Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto "Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa	I touched those hated freckles lightly and sighed, My "heavy class" love has dissolved clearly Just like a sugarcube. The thorn stuck in my thin breast went in further And hurt much more than before. Astrology didn't predict that at all.
Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee Ureshikute sore dakede	I wished we could go together farther, It would be joyful enough to...
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no	Memories are always beautiful, But with only that you can't live. Tonight should be a really sad night, But why? Actually I can't remember his smiling face.
Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita	I understand breaking apart and putting back together Because that's my personality; With impatient feelings and uncertainty Which nevertheless are capable of good love.
Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee Waraenai episoudo	I pierced my left ear to forget, It's an episode I can't laugh about.
Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru Yogoretanui gurumi daite Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo Waratte kureru no	Counting up the number of freckles Embracing the spots and all But the thorn piercing my breast won't disappear. My stuffed frog and rabbit Smile and comfort me.
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no? Omoidasenai no Doushitenano?	Memories are always beautiful, But with only that you can't live. It was a really tough night I wonder why though? Why can't I remember that person's tears? I can't remember, Why can't I?

West Coast or East Coast?!

I'm enjoying my sound trippin afternoon here in the office... This nice song... I dunno... It is just a one hit wonder but why am I so addicted to it... Weird..

WESTSIDE

TQ

From the album They Never Saw Me Coming

Year: 1998

This is goin' out To the whole wide Westside Know what I'm sayin'? Yeah Break it down for me Steady Mobbin (Rock) rock on
I was just a young boy livin' in the Up City Eastside Compton, G Back in the days when Ice Cube and Eazy Had every nigga talkin' 'bout, Boy, you can't fuck with me Remember Ice-T had the power (Ooh, wee) Hearin' gunshot lickin' by the hour When Too $hort bumpin' every supersport And taught us all how to ride for the West Coast
To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at Throw your dubs in the air And wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day, every day, any damn day Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on, it don't stop, won't stop Can't stop the rideda That's why I put it down for the Westside
Didn't seem that long ago (Oh, no) We were stealin' forties out the liquor store (Oh, no) Mama started trippin', so it's time to go Out to the park with the locsters Hah, everybody broke smokin' roaches DJ Quik was da shit Had every nigga claimin' he was from the CPT Ya' remember One time tried to clown We had to burn this bitch on down
One time for my niggas in incarceration I blaze a dime with you for havin' lots of patience Two times for my sisters at the county building I got some Westside love for all you ghetto children Three times for my niggas that done passed away I tip some gin for you and pray for better days One day everything's gonna be fine But until that day my only reply Is Westside till I die
To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at Throw your dubs in the air And wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day, every day, any damn day Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on, it don't stop, won't stop Can't stop, you could rideda Got to give it up for the Westside
From Crenshaw to Foothill Boulevard All I see is lowlows in mob cars, datin's and Five stars All the true hoes is hittin' switches with all the finest riches Of course the bombest bitches, don't get it twisted Ask me what's a real G Show me a nigga scrappin' back Against the wall until his knuckles bleed (Knuckles bleed) Screamin' death to all our enemies and those who don't believe West Coast livin' be da shit to me
One time for my niggas in incarceration (Ooh, yeah) I blaze a dime with you for havin' lots of patience Two times for my sisters at the county building I got some love for all you little ghetto children Three times for my niggas that done passed away I tip some gin for you and pray for better days One day everything's gonna be fine But until that day my only reply Is Westside till I die
To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at Throw your dubs in the air Wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day (All day), every day (Every day) Any damn day (Any damn day) Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on (Goin' on and on) It don't stop (And on and on), won't stop Can't stop, you could rideda You got to give it up for the Westside
To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at (Whoa,whoa,whoa) Throw your dubs in the air, wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day, every day (Every day), any damn day (Any damn day) Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on (Goin' on and on) It don't stop (And on and on), won't stop (And on and on), can't stop You could rideda La, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at Throw your dubs in the air Wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day (All day), every day (Every day) Sny damn day (Any damn day) Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on, it don't stop, won't stop Can't stop, you could rideda TQ gon' give it up for the Westside To my peoples, if you wit' me, where you at Throw your dubs in the air Wave 'em like you just don't care From L.A. to the Bay, what you say All day, every day, any damn day Take a look around, we got the whole world locked down Goin' on and on, it don't stop, won't stop Can't stop, you could rideda Got to give it up for the Westside!!!!!