Happy feet?...or cold feet?

Well...what do you know...after three long ardious months...my number 3 just gave up our relationship....this was a very tough one...
It kinda seemed a very long day for me...but i did not think it would come out that way....i thought the whole month of February was about love...and so I thought.....

We went to places where I thought it was convenient...to make love and all....got a present...flowers....and stuff....ate out...thinking it may end up a happy day for both of us... well the part we made love came true...but after that and a few sticks of cigarrettes...what blunted out was what lacked in our relationship...we didnt really had time....but I was making up to it right? was that and the effort not enough?......i tried...so hard but it still did not turn out right... This one knew it.... I have a girlfriend already ...but it did not matter as this one said.... My number one is already asking me to marry her but I begged off....of course! But this one said no matter what the issues I may have, it does not matter....well look at this issue now..... I thought we were happy and all...but was it that cold to bluntly say those things to me? I dont think I lacked attention...I make it a point that whenever I have relationships with other women I tell this one so it would not be an issue anymore...but why did it have to end up this way......this is so bad...... i feel so cold...but nobody will know....I'll have to give extra effort now to keep my self happy....I'll have to have a dose of deep house music!!!! ROOOAAARRR!!!!!!!

I'm Flooded with WORK!! ^_^ but I'm happy!!!

I hope none of my current relationships fade out...I mean, I want to entertain everything but I can't help it sometimes... If my current one knows about what I'm doing, it would really be my deathbed that comes next. I spent Valentine's day scheduling dates and everything, as far as I'm concerned I wouldn't want to get this current one to know. I literally went all the way North just to see, and feel, and get laid again. That's what we usually do when we meet, and sometimes its good since while we are doing it...we get to talk...a little but it means so much...i dont want this to end like my past one wherein we just lost things to talk about...we already had everything so we became bored...weird huh? it's sometimes like that.... i dont wanna argue about it.... she's the one?Think again....I wouldnt wanna get married yet...so that's that....i'll think about getting a family of my own if I'm already rich...filthy rich......



My boss is in town right now, I hope we dont get to dissapoint him....well my project's easy but you know how it is in this corp.... they think you havent done anything wvwn if you have tons already done....I'm thinkin about going out later...but my gosh...my meeting is at 8am tommorrow....what if I wouldnt be able to go to office on time....I was already late this morning...geeze.....So busy....but I really wanna go out later.....I can afford it... but can my body suffer longer? I havent been in the gym for 5 days already....geeze...my shchedule is a little hectic.....I hate it....oh my....will I still last? I hope so.....if not...i'll just sleep on it.... Lotsa dates later...like a post valentine treat....hopefully we all meet in one place so it wouldnt turn out bad afterwards....hahah...I'm a little naughty...but I'm still a hopeless romantic I guess.....I love them all....so I don't wanna lose anybody...
I hope I dont lose them all in the end. =)

Gym Bloopers...or am I just stupid?

Im at the gym right now and flooding myself with my blog....well since I did wreck it...I changed templates and voila! The youtube video wall is gone...but I think I would probably learn how to get that thing back in a couple of days since I saved the codes in my Email drafts...

I was not able to go to gym for 4 straight days and when I got here...I forgot my shoes Dammit!

Talk about memory gap...It's really too much for me but if I get the chance to workout tommorrow I will try my best to get it's worth.... I'm excited to go out with friends to Galera this coming week...I hope I enjoy everything there as what news "predicts" I do....If I dont enjoy it, then maybe I can do fun for myself...I hope to run out in the dark naked since nobody knows me there anyway ahahaha....that would be a nice thing to look at beleive me! hahaha....

I was in a couple of clubs in the last three days that's why I was not able to go to gym....then even if it was my day off, I still went to office to somewhat prepare for work tommorrow...I hope to get a little bit organized...Coz if I wont make it look good...maybe someone else will...and I do not like that really....but who cares right? maybe sooner or later I would get the best of everything....Im not impatient but the perks would be nice right?! : )

PLANS HUH?!

Well what do you know...I was able to do somethings in photoshop...well it looks weird but this is fine I guess if its just an attempt....hahah...Well now, I have been looking for things to learn...and I could probably be better at this if I only put my mind into it...well of cours putting this on my blog also..aheheh...

I would like to be:
1. CCNA CCNP LINUX Ubuntu Certified before the year ends
2. Be more stable as far as what I'm earning is concerned....coz Im really greedy and Im also a shopaholic
3. Be more goodloking...well I am already but of course it would be nice that I can experiment more with clothing and all : )
I am also worried coz they will be transferring us to the domain Internet connection...wondering if this would ever be accessible again or not...hopefully I would be able to still access this...coz otherwise I will be pissed...really pissed...
I mean Im a good boy...I do my work....I barely even have time to blog....geeze... Whoa! sudeenly there's fireworks outside....
I better go out a bit...well I am already going out with online friends...and my hunny of course...its a lil expensive but I think I can manage....though right now...Im a little worried about my career...where am I going from doing all of these things?...I think I just did something wrong but I dont have any control over where I'm gonna be... Hopefully I will be able to do this all before the year ends....Im too worried to even think about it...but Im excited that I'll be goin out again...hehe time to touch some booties!!! Heheh...