Maybe I am romantic...

A few hours ago, I had the usual weekend date with my wifey... Twa's not that busy of a day coz I had nothing to do but play RAN at home...take a few hours of sleep and wait til my work hours come of age... I was not planning to go out but then my wifey just text'ed me...if there is such a word... she said "I need to see you tonight, I kinda miss you"... It's a line I know but mind you it did work.... a few minutes... I was already takin me hot bath... and shavin till my pores couldn't take it no more... =)... This was the instant that I thought... "She misses me..when I miss her too"... we are both so busy I know... She's meddling stuff about advertising while I slave myself in office work in bpo. Sheesh... I only want to hear her... well I just realized something also... even we didn't talk that much... It's just how I feel when I'm beside her.... I feel so loved... and how I really enjoy the feeling of belonging to somebody... It makes me a better man... something that I don't really tell her... or tell anybody...

Don't tell me to do so co'z I won't... that's just who I am really... so shut up.. hahah

Well my wifey tells me, that I am a very romantic guy... I don't think so. maybe we just ran out of words to say... maybe the 1001 I love you's before we sleep wasn't enough that she had to sugarcoat this statements to me.. I dunno.. maybe I am... but I find it too boastful to tell that to myself.. so I think it's a great thing that I found her... can't you guys tell I'm happy? heheh...
well these past few months we have been together, I couldn't be happier... at my age which I refuse to mention buwahahha... and you better not guess! =P oh my which reminds me I'm about to get older WAAAHH!!!

To the people asking me who she is... I find it more convenient that she remains clueless about what I do and separate her from my work and family... I plan to keep it this way since I feel its still taboo to take my girl home... Believe it or not, I feel my mum is not ready for me to get married... yeah you heard it right...I feel obligated to answer a lot of questions... but I plan to take her home with me when the time is right... or maybe if she becomes pregnant already... its just one day at a time really... one day at a time....so don't force me! =P

Do not click if you are not ready to see very graphic pics... The Glorietta 2 Incident

I have never ever been so sad about something but this is one of it. Innocent people, victims of either politically started/motivated, terroristic attacks... or an accident that happened because of giant companies neglect of safety... No one really knows why an explosion of this magnitude happen in a very public place...people were enjoying themselves...kids were playing...people were enjoying the fruits of their labor...i pity them how they met death.... I hope and pray everybody considers this a very grave act against humanity....

Let us all pray for the repose of their souls.... I hope all the victims would be given justice....

PUPIL .... and Ely Buendia!!! Waaaa!!!

OMG! its kinda great to see my long lost IDOL again! Ely has been detremental to my success in the music industry..If I was a part of it... I remember journeying back to UP sunken garden and frat days wherein I got sooooo overwhelmed by the sheer sight of marcus, buddy and raymund.... then there came my own personal hero ELY BUENDIA!!!

I've got all my albums signed...(yeah I know they were all tapes and only a couple of them were CD's) but that was really the trend before...it was really on those medias that I could enjoy them all...sheesh... I hate the time I heard about Ely ages ago when he was undergoing surgery coz of a heart thingy.... and yes I still am idolizing him after all these years... but this time... it'll be within the realms of PUPIL... I'll follow their success as always and look forward to their albums... but of course I'll be hopeful for an ERASERHEADS comeback.. NOBODY WILL STOP ME FROM THINKIN THAT WAY!!! heheh... =P

Happy Halloween! A repost from my November blog!

I think I need to post this one again... just a true story from my Blogger blog I entitled "GHOSTS!!!"..

Read on...

I now am a believer...that ghosts really exist...sad but true...

I got a fright a few sleeps ago...it wasn't that rad at all... though the nightmares evidently became more vivid...and then there it was.... a real GHOST as so I may say...

The first time I had a nightmare of this sort, I got off from office...I had enough sleep of course, and I was not tired...I arrived at home around 430 am early morning...when i went to bed... around 5am I had a nightmare....though I vaguely remembered the dream, when I woke up from it....the next one actually is the one that puzzled me...someone was holding my head and messing up my hair.... I also heard a deep and fast murmuring of "Llalalalallalalah..."; and I heard that for about 10-15 seconds....when I opened my eyes... red eyes were looking straight at me as his arms were extending to hold my head and just messing up my hair...it was red... i cant see his face but I could really see his eyes...faint but really lighting up like flames... then it swooshed away... to the door... and vanished in the dark....that was just the first time... so I thought..."I'm just tired"..."That's not true! Ghosts do not exist..."
and so I thought...

I told everyone in the house about it...so that if it were really true...if I died of a heart attack then they would really know why...I would not really want to be the next Rico Yan...he's a far relative by the way...We went to his funeral... but that's a different story....A few months came and I just slept since it was my day off and I just felt lazy and slept... I was sleeping in a matress...that's on the floor...my sister was in another bed... just a few feet apart...she was texting someone...but she was looking back at that time... and I could see the light from her cellphone from where I was... but then....there was this sound again...."Llalalalallalalah..."; and when I fully opened up my eyes...I froze looking at it for about 10 seconds....I couldnt speak...I couldnt move... But I can see... It looked like that guy in the picture above.... but with the fiery eyes that I remembered previously though...it was really like looking at red...fire... now he looks like a combination of a zombie and a ghost....half of his body was floating...right through me!!!!!.......He was holding my head with one hand...he was trying to reach also with his other one....I mustered all my strength and tried to shout at my sister while this was happening... I was frightened he was trying to hold my head with the other hand...I don't know why....then I was able to say something...he was then like trying to frighten me....no! Scare me!...but then the only words that I was able to say is... "Oh!Eh ano ngayon?!!" Like I was trying to let him know I wasn't afraid...even if I was.... That was the time I froze again... but then my sister heard it.... she was able to laugh about it at that time not knowing the ordeal I was going through.... That ghost swooshed again and went through the wall..... Disappeared...I was panting hard... then my sister looked back once... then she looked at me again... she noticed I was staring at the wall with fear in my face... goosebumps... I was able to talk to her after that... she said she thought I was already awake coz she can hear me scratching my head/hair at that time... when all along somebody else was... something else was... That was really the time I believed in ghosts.... Now I know they really exist... ( : O ) I'm just telling you so you won't assume things that I did...