PAHIYAS FESTIVAL is just around the corner...

On May 15th the PAHIYAS Festival will again start the merrymaking in Lucban, Quezon. A province on the southern tip off Luzon.

I'll be there not just celebrating but to fix things.But at least let me see what's the city all about... I'm not that excited since I'm going there the weekend before.. where they start setting up everything... I just wish everything falls into place...and hopefully we still end up together...I mean I don't wanna go home alone of course! If she choose to end everything then so be it.. I'm wondering what people are thinking, of me putting in my thoughts on cyberspace.. thinkin aloud!!! They might think I'm crazy or sumthin... what the heck!

Missing her so much...

I'm lounging around my office and thinking of someone... It was her on my mind... thinking what she could be doing at this time... and wishing that I was with her all the time. As reality bites me, of course I'm in Manila, and she's in Lucban, Quezon... a mere 4 hours and a half by bus...

I'm planning of going there this weekend... to meet the parents... and all that... of course she told me that its the PAHIYAS Festival this coming May 15th... Yes I know these festivities in that side of the Philippines are the best... Where every farmer and their families come and celebrate the bountiful harvest...I plan to go the weekend before or after...(and I'm not inviting anyone!) coz that date is going to be a long shot since I know I'll be busy making reports for the IT Corp I'm working for...yeah you can tell I'm slaved but its a must that I do great professionally than getting EXTREMELY romantically involved...coz that literally puts food in the table and pays for the bills... bills... bills....

I know you all think I am in the marrying age... well I've seen all my married friends... TELL ME IF IM WRONG... but are they HAPPY???... hahahah.... most of them are NOT!

JOKE!

I'm quite optimistic I could get married soon... Yeah I know this may or may not be her... no one is sure... but at this moment in time... I really love the girl... so give me a break ok?! Don't try pressuring me and lecture me about what to do with mah life.. I'll teach you how to enjoy life instead... I'm having tons of fun living a bachelor's life... celebrating out with my friends in Makati, QC or Fort... I'm indeed living it up... and they on the other hand are living miserable with their wife and kids... hahahah just joking... I guess those are the perks of living a semi single life... It's a wonderful life!

Bloggin Back... Yeah I'm Back!

Okay I admit... It's really not easy to squeeze in activities while at work... I do have spare time but I don't blog that much nowadays... Anyway, I'll try changing that and probably get more acquainted with my past... being the blogger that I am that had 2 or 3 posts a day....

I gave myself a break, from the hustle and bustle of my professional life and started once again. I only wish this isn't the ningas cogon that people often do... more so coz I know I'm not as normal as most people think I am... I'm wayyyy above that...

After a happy weekend, I'm a lil bit tired now... and I'm spending too much again...what's new!....sheesh...hopefully I don't bash people connected to me.... which would probably be the content I'd tell people but that's gonna be a longshot now...I've toned down...that is NEW! =P

I'll try to do this everyday... once a day at least... and let other people what I do in a day to day basis....

When she looked at me... ^_^

Yeap! You heard it right! I am inlove again...I dunno why but things didnt work out with the nursing emo girl....she was too demanding... we both know our limits but I guess that's just it...I think she's really not that into me anymore... I hate it when that happens...but what can I do...people do really fall out of love... I'm a hapless wierdo... and yes I am probably living too much of a single guy's life... is it my fault? I don't think so... I'm enjoying my life the way I want to... not to keep pressures off (yeah my friends do that too)... but the hell...I don't care about what other people think anymore... I am in the marrying age... but I dont think I should just because I need to... I have to be in the state that "I want to"... that would be the niche I'd find before I settle down...

I do despise people who do that... like its their job to see you married off because they are married already too... and have kids... I can do that in a jiffy but I won't because that's the lifestyle I want to have right now... no this is no grudge... Im just tellin... nyahahah....

Well just today... I found out that a common friend... liked me... and what do you know... I like her too... we texted about what happened when she and a couple of our friends went out to Laguna just this weekend... I mean, yeah there were a lot of them making out, and doin stuff you already know when guys and gals get together but she wasn't doin anythin that time... I even asked myself why was I so behaved...much like what she was doin...just now... she asked me out of the blue... and told me this:

"You know the time that we were only the ones left in the room... you never even bothered to talk to me... or landiin man lang ako... heheh"

I asked her " hah?! (O_o) bat naman po?! "

She said.."Nahihiya kasi ako sayo nun...pero gusto kita"

I mean coming from a girl, I was a lil shocked... usually when someone falls inlove with me, I put effort into it...but this one was a lil off my chart... she likes me a lot...I'll try this one out..

Yeap.. I like her too...and I told her already.. We love each other... We're gonna try this out... hope it ain't another heartbreak in the making... ^_^ I've been lucky about love so far.... and women don't hold grudges against me... we still end up friends... Wish me luck on this one!!!