I know what I got myself into...

I've been thinking so hard these days that I literally forget things at home. I don't know what to do anymore about my personal problems but I try so hard to concentrate on my job and gym so I don't lose it. Yeah the jolly ol me is also vulnerable, nobody knew because they think I'm strong outside...literally but I try not to shoulder things too much or I'll have a heart attack sooner than I think.

I'm taking time to rest but what happened this morning at gym was already a norm for me. If I get into trouble with my life I usually run. Yes I run until I almost run out of breath. I set the treadmill high that if I trip I'm surely going to get my face slammed on the machine. I am so lazy running before but I ran so hard so when it gets dangerous I'll be thinking about that instead of my problems. This is much like a suicide attempt but thinking about it, who died of running on a treadmill? Let me know! ^_^

I don't know if I should deal with this today because the more that I spend time thinking about it, I think the problem is getting worse. Maybe later this evening I'll try my best to talk to her. You know how these things go... I'm not sure what to say anymore. I'll let you know if things turn out okay soon.

Women Age Earlier than Men

It has been proven already that women age faster than men in clinical studies here and in the US. There are far more complicated and faster changes in bone structure and skin conditions in women than in men. This would all be attributed to shrinking facial bone structures and gravity that pull mostly everything down. Having that said, people should start taking care of themselves earlier than usual. With the toxins and bad nutritional habits we are forming in this generation, it is primarily important to make use of one's resources towards beauty.

There are various ways of doing this weather the natural way or getting medical help through augmentation, skin fillers and other methods making us and our skin look younger. I mean, who would want to look bad anyway? Real beauty cannot only be achieved by meddling with what the man above has given us. If we plan to stay in this world a little longer than what is expected, at least make an effort to take care of your self and your spiritual being. Men or women alike should never underestimate the power of prayer and being thankful for what you already have. Be true and be yourself.

"Sorry and I'm Saddened" says Chris Brown

The last few Photos taken of Rihanna at Clive Davis Grammy Awards Party

"Words cannot begin to express how sorry and saddened I am over what transpired. I am seeking the counseling of my pastor, my mother and other loved ones and I am committed, with God's help, to emerging a better person" says Chris Brown as he issued a statement through his publicist. He added "Much of what has been speculated or reported on blogs and-or reported in the media is wrong," and said he couldn't discuss that in detail until his case is resolved. I don't know about you but since he already issued a statement out to the public berrating reports on alleged assault charges against him he should have at least mentioned something about the incident being "ALL FALSE". Otherwise, everybody is going to think he really did it. Doesn't he remember Kobe Bryant? About him going the same fire under heavy scrutiny of the media over sexuall harrasment charges I think? Well people were also thinking the end of his career then but since Kobe was a bigger star then and people needed his talents in the court, he still got endorsements. If the video below is true that Rihanna got beaten up that badly then I'm sure no one will be able to forgive Chris Brown. It's not right to hurt women in the first place and if Rihanna was that badly hurt that she lost consciousness after getting beaten up then ITS REAAAAALY THAT BAD! Don't even tell me..coz I noticed he even mentioned people who probably had good reputation in his statement and even a pastor for cryin out loud... but that wouldn't take the stigma off I'm quite sure of it. More so if Rihanna doesn't return to work soon as she even postponed her concert in Kuala Lumpur Malaysia the second time around and even her other commitments. This will be a multi million lawsuit in the works. He's probably afraid that if he issues statements that are against Rihanna's Testimony then it would probably be a woman scorned case.

God of War III – Play Station III

I'm currently playing the disaffected Spartan turned Greek God KRATOS on the PlayStation 3. I touched the console and the Video Game a few days ago at Mall of Asia and I was pleasantly surprised because this particular sequel was what I was looking for after playing the first part on my Play Station Portable. It had me looking for the same journey - medieval platform - Role Playing type of game in the same but I wasn't able to since the titles were limited here in Asia I guess.


There were apparently more releases that are only available in Japan, USA and Europe but those were not available in the South East Asian region as far as I know. This for me is more achievable than sticking to the hope of playing Xbox 360 Games in the Philippines. Getting online content is just going to be hard. I've checked out some of the downloadable content on other sites but I was unable to find that sequel. Little did I know that it would actually be not available on the Play Station Portable anymore and just stick with the Play Station 3!

It's quite disappointing if they would not release it anymore for that console because it’s quite expensive for me to purchase the bigger one as the prices are still high in this part of the world. Maybe soon they will get some emulators to play these types unless they are digitally encrypted and not allowed by the manufacturer and game makers. If it’s just the size I think some people can take care of that. I was impressed by the graphics too since I was looking at it from a large screened television at the mall. While I was playing it a lot of people were also watching me at my back because they probably never heard of it too. Good thing I tagged along with my friend to that place, now I'm planning to either wait for that to come out in my Play Station Portable or buy the Play Station 3 soon together with the PS3 Accessories. I wish I had money for that after 6 months. I'll surely save for that just because of this particular game. Just look at the fantastic graphics!